Tuesday, February 8, 2011

:: 3 Hari Tanpamu ::

salam

aku dah sik tahan. Mak ku madah dengan aku tek... Kueh petang tok kueh Rangin. Aik key minum petang tok aik Nescafe Susu! Ya Allah! Kinek2 aik mata aku guguk! mak aku nangga aku dah bergenang aik mata.. nya terus lari. tauk ku nya sedih juak. Nya rapat juak dengan laki ku bah.

3 hari dah yang... 3 hari.. 3 hari dah ktk tinggalkan kamek... Kamek rindu. Kamek beraie... kamek mauk ktk. kamek sik mauk orang lain... kamek cuma mauk ktk.

kueh ya kueh favorite nya.. aik ya aik fevoritenya.. aku sik kuat eh... small little things around me makes me feel like i want him to be with me more.

orang pernah madah cam tok kan.. sayang lah orang yang menyayangi anda lebih dari anda menyayangi orang ya... that is what happend to me. I accept him in my life becoz he love me more than i love him. but once his gone from your life, than u realize that part of you yang hilang... part of your soul.. separuh jiwaku pergi.

Ya Allah! i know that nobody is perfect. i knoe... but why him... huh!

6 comments:

fLo said...

no other way to help u sis..the only words i can say is patient..

hurmmm...kmk tauk apa ktk rs coz kmk penah ngga kazen mek dolok when her husband past way left her with 3 little kids..if she can i should say u also can..but yes it may takes time...

miss Fida said...

take your time sis..mun rindu nya berdoa utk nya...jgn di ekot glka hati dan perasaan..nya pun sik maok ktk bersedih..life must go on...kuatkn semangat dan hatimu kak..

RaMa-RaMa Fareeza said...

bena kata cdak di atas kak..saba banyak2 ea..saba separuh dari iman...

kmk ada 2 kesah....

kesah 1...

kawan mek cun2 hari pertama kmk org sit exam PMR...mak nya di sahkan ngidap leukimia....beberapa bulan after that...mak nya ninggal....kesian glak nangga nya...dah lah nya the only pompuan dlm adik beradiknya......

kesah 2...

kawan mek SPM berlangsung bok 3 hari, bapak nya ninggal...nya down glak2 tapi nasib bait nya dapat encounter dugaan ya and nya dapat..

mungkin kesah2 nya lain2..but semua yang hidup pasti akan bertemu ajalnya..cepat atau lamabat jaklah...Allah lebih mengetahui..saba k sis...
berat mata memangdang...berat gik bahu memikul....

Kembhoja said...

salam semua

TQ for sharing all the thoughts and really appreciate it so much.

I know, life has to go on. but life without him by my side, can i? he has give me a lot of spaces for me to be me but in the same time, this spaces wouldn't be there if his not the one that create it for me.

dunno la if you girls understand or not...

today, wednesday, 4 days. god! miss him so much. Ya allah!....

VIVIAN said...

KAK..tabah..dalam masa tok kmk memang akui ktk masih lemah..byk2 doa..kuatkan hati dan iman..

Kembhoja said...

V :: Thanks dear.