Monday, February 14, 2011

:: After a Week ::

Assalammualaikum

Just want to share my activities on yesterday, Sunday... a week after my sayang left me.

Wake up very early, my daughter awal2 pagi dah kenak culik by my sis. Hmm.. sik apa la.. Bukan pergi seney pun.. lepak at my parents house.

So, when my girl is not with me... that is the chance for me to start cleaning the house. Ya ALLAH! 1 week i ignored everything in my house.. every sudut make me want to cry actually... when i looked at our sofa, still imagine his style tgk TV. i bet semua hubby kt cam ya kali.. mun dah depan TV.. huh! confirmed landing.. mun ada anak... anak main kat dibah... sukati la.. mengarey kah sik ... they just leave it... with a strong reason.. ya la.. if i asked kenak biar anak mengarey rumah, with all the blocks, teddy bears, colouring books, etc .. the answer always be.. "Yang... biar la.. dah nama nya pun mind tengah coba untuk creative..." hmmm.. i named it as a very intelligent excuse ... ada2 jak alasan kan...

ya baruk sofa nak?! then start la.. kemas... sapu.. mop..sapu again.. and mop again... that is me if i do all those things.. ubah kedudukan sofa, TV and semua la... then baruk teringat lapar... so i make myself a macaroni goreng... a simple macaroni goreng... then continue... ke kitchen... lagi besar dugaan... Semua barang2 dapur, my hubby yang beli.. actually my part selalunya tukang neman.. coz his a little bit cerewet.. so, just let him choose la.. that reason jak dapat diberik to avoid bila tido malam... sik mauk nangga muka nya... hmm... miss all that merajuk style.. bila merajuk.. usually arwah will pujuk.. always like that... and now.. who want to pujuk? hmmmm

about 3 p.m., want to watch movies thru HBO tapi macam sik ada best jak.. so.. i end up do all my gardening yang bertangguh ya.. and semua my anak2 tomatoes dah siap dialih n tunggu sidak membesar jak la.. seriously, my mind memang rileks masa polah gardening ya... and my sister hantar my daughter coz she want to go out.. then.. uruskan anak.. beri mandi..makan.. and both of ur watching Mickey Mouse Clubhouse...

then.... i realize our air coned kat ruang tamu ya leaking... huh! that is the impact my dear blogger... kata orang the climax. Macam ney sik... daripagi i manage to control my tears... when the air coned polah hal.. dengan sapa nak bersadu.. and sapa nak fix kan nya... huh!

dalam tido la nanggis... my daughter pun habit nak tido since papa sik ada... dengar surah yassin thru my phone.. gerenti nya akan tido. dalam nya tido.. i cried as much as i can... sedar2 dah subuh pagi tadik.

Al-Fatihah....

6 comments:

VIVIAN said...

kakak sayang...very tough hidup sik dengan aprent house..everything manage by yourself..but i make you stonger than before..

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fLo said...

be strong sis! slowly u can do it k...
will suport u...=p

A.s.t.i.n.a said...

Dear.. jgn berlarutan gilak.. mun dapat tahan.. jgn nangis.. mata dirik sakit lak.. mek sedekah alFatihah k arwah..

sahm said...

i agree kitak padah rilek mun gardening owh...mek adalah tanam sikit2 p dalam box jak coz i dont have space k gardening..mun ya dapat tenangkan kitak, just do it every day lah(asal ada masa jak owh)..hehe..i know u r strong person (though deep inside hanya tuhan yang tahu)..we do care here...:)

ztie said...

Aok sis. Jgn salu glak nangis. Not good fot the eyes. Impact nya kelak one day. I know ktk msh sedih2... hubby ktk mst xmk nengok ktk sedih2. Hbgn ktk dgn hubby ktk sik terputus mcm ya jak. Anal ktk duak ttp ada d cc ktk. InsyaAllah d akhirat kita cmya berjumpa :)

Kembhoja said...

salam semua

Sorry for the late reply...

Actually kamek dah sik tauk mauk padah apa. Really appreciate all your supports.

Seminggu without arwah... benar2 kosong sebenarnya kehidupan kamek.
I miss him a lot... tapi kamek coba untuk meneruskan kehidupan macam biasa.

I always say to myself.. arwah ada.. he always watching at me.. hmmm... miss him a lot...

SAyang la orang yang sayang dengan kitak orang... tell them that you all sayang dengan nya...