Thursday, February 17, 2011

:: I Don't Wanna Cry ::



I Don't Wanna Cry

Once again we sit in silence
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby look what we've become
We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've given you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby
I don't wanna cry

Too far apart to bridge the distance
But something keeps us hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around

[Chorus]

All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing
On make-believing

[Chorus]

Ada ceta disebalik lagu tok... Tadik aku ada meeting dengan CEO ku.. mula2 meeting kamek duakberjalan lancar.. and we talks about work la.. tetiba... disaat nak habis tok.. aku dah nak angkat la naksebab aku sik mauk nya coba kakar hal arwah...

PANG!

Aku terduduk.. nya nanyak hal arwah.. at first i still control my aik mata dari guguk eh... control emotion kembhojha.. control.. jangan cry eh... ya padah ku dengan dirik ku sendiri... and... bila nya sentuh hal anak aku.. aku dah surrender.. kinek2 la aik mata berjujuran,,,,

CEO aku tok ompuan.. yes.. she is concern.. i do understand tapi aku maseh sik pat ko nak cerita pasal arwah ... mesti aku sedih. Nya madah.. i have to let go.. i must have somebody to rely on.. a shoulder to cry on.. (errk... tetiba aku teringat dengan Tommy Page?) apa kah kaitan oo... iskh2...

berbalik pada ceta aku dengan CEO aku ya.. she advise me to share all my feelings.. jangan 'closed' your door to other people.. don;t act like you are strong ,but u are not actually.. pergh! ya baruk ayat... nang nangis bebenar aku tek eh...

huh! kinek tok mesti CEO aku tauk aku tok nang chongek la.. appu...

ya ajak aku nak madah... sedih mode.... i don't wanna cry

5 comments:

miss Fida said...

boh nangis kak..mek pun nak nangis baca entry ktk tok..samlaah kita tok congek..ehehe...CEO ktk ya concern bah..tpi mun kmk nya..kmk sik kn tyk dolok koh..mun ktk dh ready nak cerita nak..ktk akan cerita juak klak mun ktk dh ready bah..sabar k kak...boh nagis..lak mek nangis juak lah..kmk nangis over aih..over gik dr anak ktk..eehehhe

fLo said...

fida ya congek xpat jaoh dgn bapak..hehehe..
hurmm..org kta syg sapa xsedih nk kak..kdg2 nangis jak dpt plh kta tenang kit..waiseh...=p

aih..mek suka lagu tommy page ya!

Ibu Iman said...

xpalah kak... kadang2 kita perlu lepaskn tangis ya juak... tp x boleh selalu lah ooh... xpat kita nk pretend mun kita dh teringat arwah nk oh?? take ur time k...

Kembhoja said...

Fida... Flo... and Ibu Iman

Sekuat2 ney kamek coba nak sik nangis.. when tercuit hal anak.. huh! laju jak aik mata yang ditahan2 tek nak.. turun.. tok mata dah kembang...

kamek still not ready to talk about arwah.. but why people around me push me to talk about him.. kamek sik mauk share dolok.. coz when i;m sharing it with other people.. it make me feel more sad bah...

sedeh eh...

RaMa-RaMa Fareeza said...

saba kak aa...paham mek rasa ktk ya..mun mek tensen terkeluar di muka mek mun urg nanyak pun mek asa nak nangis....saba k kak...lak tak molah entry nok sedih kmk super duper conger..heheh...berebut jamban mek duak nurul lak...hehhehe...